Dear Stefanie

Dear Stefanie

I’ve fallen for you…. completely. Everyday we talk over Facebook or Skype I just want to hold you and tell you how much of a perfect human being you are, how much you truly mean to me… but I can just never find the words. I simply can’t articulate to you the extent of which my heart yearns for you. Maybe I can’t find the words because the ones I’m looking for simply don’t exist in the English language, or maybe it’s because I’m afraid, that if I say them, they would scare you away, or perhaps you wouldn’t feel the same. I’m not sure really. I made this page to write things, all the things I couldn’t say to you at the time, all the things I felt, but never knew how to say. No one knows this exists and nobody can see this page, not even you. I think I’ll show it to you one day, though I don’t when. 

I wrote you a letter yesterday. We’re so far apart, and I just wanted to give you something of myself, something to hold onto till we can finally be together.. It’s silly because it’s just words… just ink on paper. But somehow I felt it would connect us more. As my hand swept across the paper I poured my heart into the words I put down as best I could and when you hold that letter in your hand- that fragile piece of paper, it’ll be as though you’re holding a piece of my heart…. and that is a comforting thought.

Andrew

  • 10 May 2013